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Post by Halym Vennerberg on Dec 1, 2018 18:14:36 GMT
♦ #1 Hedwig Johnson - November 2nd 2018
Hello Equus Sims. It has been a while when we saw us the last time. A lot changed and I will introduce you now in a new live/story.
(starting out of the view of Hedwig)
"Hi my name is Hedwig Johnson. I have been born in Norways. Mostly thats the last country people expect when they ask where I am from.
Sure my origin isn't norwegian, thats clear. My mother came from thailand and my father from south africa. My grandpa (father of my mom) was a native american.
So as you can read I am a mix of different cultures. In fact that I dont know my real father I have lived a long time (since I was 2) with my mother in Thailand.
As you can guess I am a budism. With 10 my mother and I moved to norway. She met a new man from there and that meant, hello new country. I hadnt a big problem with that.
I always was fast with finding friends. In fact that I cant remember my physical father I started to call the new man father. He also acted like that.
Oh. I forgot.. I also have a half brother and a half sister. Me and my brother share our father and I and my sister share our mother. What a sentence.
And yes... Its quite funny to see me and my sisters next to eachother. My sister Cobie has a really light skin and my brother looks like a mexican. So we dont look pretty
similar.. You sadly dont see that we are sisters.. Ok.. Never mind.
So.. because I have the most memories to the life in norway, I always say I am from norway. I cant remember much from the time in thailand and africa (yes I have been there for some days to visit my dad when I was a baby).
My father is still living in africa. He know that I am excisting but my mother dont want me to be in contact with him. I accept that.
I never was a big brain in school. Mostly I tried to be there and nothing more. My focus was never on school. With young ages I started with modeling. Had jobs around the world.
With 17 I got manager of a H10 an event agency. I have met so much people and I am working the whole day and night. I am super streight, ambitious, perfectionist and worcaholic. Now I am 21 (10th feb. I turn 22) and I feel super down.
I see that I have not a real live. I just work and work.. No time for having dates and for sattle down. I am just stressed and need to find the exit out of that...
Post by Halym Vennerberg on Dec 1, 2018 18:15:15 GMT
♦ #2 Different places, different faces - November, 3nd 2018
So I have been everywhere and nowhere somehow. At the beginning of my jurney I started a bit event in Dubai. We had an awesome location and an amazing event. I got photographed by a super nice team. For a magazin in Dubai. I have never seen myself in that magazin, I just got that one photo of me and a friend and the one of me at the beach in Dubai. That event made me feel weird. I felt very unhelpful. I saw much people in Dubai much Animals who had no home. It made me think about my life, my succsess very well..
After Dubai I settled a bit down. I was thinking about everything I have done, I wanna be and I wanna reach in my life. Step by step I started to work with organisations who bring out what I feel. I got an offer for a job in africa. I accepted it. It was a job for showing the deepness and closeness to the nature which we are using not pretty nicely. The photoshot was very interisting. They had a new way of work. For the whole shooting, I was naked. First I felt uncomfortable. But that feeling was like fog.. It was gone after a while. I like my body, I am proud to be a woman and I dont need to be ashamed of it.
The next step was a Gala hosted by myself. That Gala was the biggest dream and project I have ever started. I called it "The Shades of Grey". It was very succsessfull. Every guest spent money for homeless children and several animal organisations. I was proud, but I also felt very weird.
The time after my step into being helpful was not very productive for my aim. They where several magazin shoots, some cover shoots. Of course they made me proud as well! That much office work, shoots, traveling were hard. I had no free time, no time for my sisters and my family. No time to have a date. I realised that I need to change something.
The first step were vacations in Thailand. I hired a small wood house within the nature. It made me feel like.. I can breath again. And it was true. My energy recorvered. I had a short, but awesome time there. Back home, I had another nude shooting. That one was another step for me which I was waiting for. I made that shoot to show toleranz, acception and love between cultures and genders..
That was my last job... before I got this one "job" which changed more then I have ever expected.